I can see that, deep down, you don’t really care about me at all. I had a month of two of being happy, but I’m finally not dumb enough to overlook how little you care.
I will always marvel at the way anything can happen. Like the most unexpected things happen sometimes, things that you could never even dream up if you tried. Sometimes they’re devastating, and sometimes they are simply wonderful. But it’s just crazy how you can’t really be fully prepared for anything.
Just an update: I am currently the happiest girl in the world. This seriously gives me hope that absolutely anyone can be happy. I was unhappy for such a long time, and now my life feels like a dream. Just goes to show you that your situation can change in an instant.
n. a moment that seemed innocuous at the time but ended up marking a diversion into a strange new era of your life—set in motion not by a series of jolting epiphanies but by tiny imperceptible differences between one ordinary day and the next, until entire years of your memory can be compressed into a handful of indelible images—which prevents you from rewinding the past, but allows you to move forward without endless buffering.
We are loving each other unconditionally, without boundaries or fears, and I have never been more happy.